I Need Pills

Both J and God know very well that I am a neat freak .. ignore my messy room .. but when it comes down to it .. i have to have my work organized .. so one of the things i DONT do .. is doodle .. i dont understand it .. why would u do that to yourself? not only do i not doodle .. i will never write secret messages in my notebook .. if i really want to write u something .. i will rip off the last page of the notebook (or if the notebook has sections .. i will make sure i rip off one page of every section before i rip off anymore from the same section)

so today when i was at one of my meetings .. my coworker (yes .. the personal-space-intruder) moved closer to me and wrote on my purposal "at 2:00" ..

i was shocked

HOW DARE U?? at 2:00?? thats what u ruined my clean page for?? thats not even pencil!! thats a pen!! u permanently ruined the purposal for me cuz u wanted to say "at 2:00" ?? u can put up 2 fingers and ill know u mean at 2:00 .. or u can whisper .. 2 .. or u can email me back on my blackberry .. or u can message me .. or u can bbm me .. or u can write on ur f***ing purposal .. why mine?

so i looked at her .. closed my purposal and put it aside (we all know its ruined .. it might as well go into the bin) and said .. O ... K ... thats what i said .. O ... K ... which we all knew was more like .. get the fuzz of my papers!!!

so ive come to the conclusion that i need pills ..

hmphs .. doodling .. so stupid